Tujhse naraz nahi zindagi, hairaan hoon main....

Needless to say, the life is all about experiences.... It's been more than 24 long years of life!

I can just remember the glimpse of innocent me..
I looked up the world with questions in my eyes.. Who i am..?
I didn't get an answer then.. but a series of experiences with life.. lessons at every corner.. Stepping up and Falling down the ladder.. taught everything!
I am just amazed with this world.. the ultimate creation of the almighty.. filled with emotions; Love, Sorrow, Pain, Relief, Sensual, Illusionary, Success, Failure, Drama.... etc!!

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I realized i am what i feel.... I am what i decided to be.. I am what i never decided to be.. I am a mere creation with extraordinary dreams and hopes.. I am the "VJ" who has to host his own life and create a memorable video of memories to cherish forever !!!!

I tried to find him everywhere....

Some times in life we don't find answers to our questions. We don't even know what we are doing and why we are doing it? Today i am feeling as if i am lost in this so called world. Lost in the deep valley of thoughts and emotions. I don't seem to be finding a way out, else it seems as if i am drowning deep into the ocean. And you know what i am liking it. I am liking to be a innocent child deep into my heart who believes that even if he is drowning, someone will hold his hand to get him out it. I was watching a video from Enigma - "Return to innocence". That video made me realize almost everything about life.... I found these golden lines from it:

That's true; he is in you. he is everywhere; to hold your hands when you feel dark. He is the saviour. He is the almighty. I don't know what I will do, but it's for sure that i'll win. I'll succeed to cross these storms of life. here i am and this is me..

Broken Wings !!!!

" The best moment in life is when you start believing in yourself."

Last year was a great learning experience, putting broken pieces together, dreams shattered, trying to do more than expectations. In the end, stressed; burned out. So today I decided to follow my heart, focus on things, and give quality time. I managed to make everything, everything on time and was happy to achieve it. The above mentioned quote came to my mind and I have put it where it should be. I have started to believe in myself ... I'll share my experiences as I go further in life everyday, whenever something worth sharing comes.

I have overpowered the silver lining with my bruised wings
I know the luster of the sunshine would heal me
My nest is almost on the verge of collapsing
I know my broken wings wouldn't give up
To gather the twigs again
My slashed wings ache when I fly
Yet I continue

Something beyond the dense haze constantly lures me
I bleed quite often
But I can't settle feeling small for the sake of luxury
I shall soar
For my limits are limitless
I don't mind my stings nor the broken wings!